Kemarin Malam, saya berbincang dengan salah satu sahabat saya. Mungkin sudah lama kami tidak ngobrol panjang, sejak disibukkan dengan transisi kehidupan. Saya yang mulai sibuk mengajar privat, dan dia yang sibuk bekerja di tempat yang baru. Yah, jalan hidup memang ga bisa ditebak. Hari ini rasanya kita nyaman dengan keadaan yang serba mudah, besoknya bisa …
Category: Stories
She has changed
One thing I realized happens to anyone, to any “thing” in this universe is change. I have learned that everything can change. Even human being or a tiny dust in the corner of your bedroom sublimated. Or your clothes are changing the color just because you wear it everyday or you don’t wear it anymore, …
2022 so far…
Hi! Mari kita rangkum 2022 yang sudah memasuki pertengahan bulan maret sejauh ini (yeay, bentar lagi gajian!!). Alhamdulillah aku udah mulai baikan (ceilah pake 'aku'). Baikan dalam artian sudah berkurang menyalahi diri sendiri, menyalahi takdir buruk yang menimpaku, menyalahi lingkungan sekitar ku. I am beyond happy for that. Di awal tahun 2022 ini juga aku …
Hi 2022
Hi! How are you? Certainly, I do not know what to write. Been so long since the last time checked out this blog. This place has been my safest place for sharing my pet peeves, my happiness, my regrets, my healing journey. Whenever I look back through my posts years ago, I can see how …
Happiness is found within ♡
One of the issues we have during the adulting phase is the insecurity and the need for validation – whether or not we are on point. And why not when everyone else are hustling,slaying and enjoying all those good stuffs and we seem to be almost stagnant?
Undeniably every single person faces challenges but for some unfathomable reasons our problems always look bigger, more serious and the others always look trivial and less important. Our situation always looks worse and we wonder why are the others even complaining! They look so much better off. We would be so happy if we had that salary-raise, that promotion, that spouse, that house, that car, those degrees, those friends or that body. We would be so much happier to live in that country, with that community, with that family. Do I even have to mention how social media aids you so much in…
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Boundaries
Source: Pinterest It is a quick writing yet very helpful to start creating my own boundaries. and yes, it is okat to say NO. This is from @mellow.doodles . you can search and surf her stuff in Instagram. I hope this may help you as well. Here they are. Boundaries sound like: I will end …
Dear A
It was February 21 when the first time you reach me up. Nothing special since I’ve got several similar conversation regarding scholarship and other things relate to it. One thing I remember is, that conversation went smooth which I did not realise it became our further plans, then it lead to create a project. To …
You know what
Hal yang paling menyedihkan saat saya lagi terpuruk adalah, ngebayangin punggung sama kepala saya di usap2 sama almarhumah mama, sambil beliau nina boboin saya sampe tertidur. Setengah rasa sedih saya rasanya pasti sudah terangkat. See you in Jannah ya, ma
My Own Battle and Burden
Dulu waktu kecil kalo saya gak dikasih mainan barbie kesukaan, bakal sedih banget sama orang tua. Udah ngerasa hidup paling sedih, paling berat dan males banget buat liat hal lain lagi. Pas udah masuk sd, pelajaran di kelas berasa sulit banget, apalagi pas UN. Deg degan takut ga lulus, ga bisa lanjut SMP dan banggain …
When your best friends make a joke
Well, I actually want to talk about my besties. They’re my bestfriend from CCI Program and I am soooo grateful to have them as my good companion before, during, and after the program ended. Alhamdulillah tsumma Alhamdulillah. So, we have a weekly meeting through whatsapp call or video call which suppose to learn Quran because …
Dear Ikrim 